7/12/2010

Dear Family,

I don't quite have enough time to write the things I would like to, but there is one thing in specific I would like to tell you all. Last night, my companion and I had a meeting with our mission president. After it concluded, my mission president mentioned to my companion, Elder Porter that his family called and he would need to call them back because it was urgent. My mission president and I left the room and left Elder Porter some privacy. It must have been a difficult call because when he emerged, his eye were red and tear filled. His sister has cystic fibrosis and has been battling a lung problem for several weeks. Last night his family called and told Elder Porter that she may not make it through the night.

It was a long car ride home in the dark. I didn't know what to say. I searched for words that would bring comfort. I wanted really bad to share something that would help. Nothing came. It was silent until Elder Porter turned on the stereo and we began listening to a Mormon Tabernacle choir CD. A the next track was a hymn that fit so perfectly well with the situation. It's called "Abide with me-'tis eventide". I don't have time to write the words, but I would encourage each of you to read them. As I listened and thought of the meaning of the plea for the Savior to abide through the night, I began to cry. It was so comforting for my companion to hear. I felt so much love from the Savior. I knew and felt that the atonement is so real.

I love and cherish each of you. I hope to never be in the situation Elder Porter is. But, I know the Lord has a bigger plan and can see the bigger picture. I trust that His will is always best to submit to. God bless each of you. Appreciate each other this week and value your relationships. Trust in the Lord and find comfort in that hymn. I love you all.