1/9/10

Dear Family,

Well things are going really well here in Fort Collins. Christmas was awesome and it was wonderful to talk to all of you. It's a new year and a new chance to start out fresh. We started it out with a baptism last Saturday and it was the best way to welcome in the new year for sure. Ashley has made some huge changes in her life and come a long way to become a member and she is way solid. It was the first time I've ever baptized anyone. I think I was more nervous than her. We even had to do it over...twice! The first time she didnt go under all the way, second time, I said the prayer wrong, but we finally got it right! It was an aewsome experience. The spirit was present very strongly and it was an awesome service.

Thanks to everyone who sent me packages! I really appreciate everything you all do for me. I think I am just faintly beginning to understand the dream I am living. It is such a privilage to be able to serve the Lord full time. NOTHING has ever brought me more peace, joy, purpose and fulfillment. I have all of you to thank for making this possible for me. I couldn't have done it without your help.

This past week we had a Mission Tour where a general authority came to visit the mission and talk to us. We heard from Elder Brimhall, an area authority who presides over the Colorado area. It was incredible. The things he shared were exactly what I needed to hear. He and his wife spoke to us about enthusiasm, being not just great missionaries, but the best missionaries; and also about our calling. Something he said really stuck out (well most of what he said stuck out, but one thing in particular), he said " Missionaries represent the Lord. They represent the creator of ALL things, the sculptor of the galaxies, and the shaper of the worlds; that's what they stand for." It definitely has a lot more attached to my calling when he put it that way. We had a leadership meeting after the chapel meeting where my mission President asked me to give a talk. That was definitely intimidating and I was really nervous but it turned out really well. I've found when you put the outlined paper away and speak from your heart is when the spirit can really testify. Overall one of the best days on my mission! And we get to hear from Elder L. Tom Perry next month!

I dont think I could ever find the words through an email to tell you how happy I am. I feel so bright and without burden. I love to serve others. It is such a miracle that the more we give and serve, the more we receive in return. I know without any reservation that is a true principle. I know who I am now! How many people can say that? I know exactly where I am going, I know what I need to do to get there, and I know how to get back on course if I get distracted. A mission is the best thing that ever happened to me. What an honor to put your whole focus on others for two years and to develop charity. I see no other period in my life where I can keep 100% the law of consecration-devote all my time , talents and attention to serving the Lord. I dont do a very good job of 100% but I try. It's also one of the best times to obey the two great commandments of loving God and loving your neighbor. With living that law comes blessings. Like the call letter states "Greater joy and more happiness than you have yet experienced await you..." So true.

I wish everyone the best and love you all. Thanks for your love and prayers.

Elder Cabrera